Honest War

Still reeling….Yesterday I had to call one of the artists in my book and deliver some truly devastating news. It broke my heart and still does. I still feel the weight of responsibility and I am trying not to let it drag me down, as I know I am only one piece of the puzzle.

I checked in with her today to see how she was doing and like the amazing person she is, she said she had a dream about it and is trying hard to let go. I cried a bit as we talked knowing that I had a part to play in this dance by not asking a simple question during the photo shoot and that is a lesson that is now burned into my consciousness. ASK if something does not feel right. LISTEN to your gut! Don't let overwhelm…over ride!

Just know, if you read this, I am holding you in my heart today and grieving right alongside you.